November 20, 2008

A Thankful thought


As we prepare to leave town for Thanksgiving, I have thought a lot about what I am most thankful for right now. Easily I can say Motherhood. It is always a time of reflection for me after having a baby. I feel so blessed to have just brought this sweet baby into the world. He's a special addition to our family. I feel it a blessing to be responsible for these little ones and to have been entrusted with them. And although its not always an easy road..... I wouldn't trade my job for anything.
A few days ago, I walked in to find Joshy with his arm around Cole. It melted my heart!! If I could just remember this image, when my boys beat on each other, give each other bloody noses, and wrestle non stop...also things I walked into find this week! Gotta love those physical boys.

November 16, 2008

The story of the Big Toe

So some of you may know I've been battling an ingrown toenail for sometime. (5 months). Like most medical issues of mine I decide to watch it for awhile and hope that it will go away on its own. When it flared up again last weekend and got infected and my Dr. husband was telling me to go to the ER, I decided it might be time to do something about it. So I made an appointment on Wednesday to get some antibiotics from the FP clinic. While there, the Dr. recommended that I should get it "cut out" right then and so I let them do it. Well, a tech did it I should say and the procedure was well, disgusting and painful. Numb the toe cut down the side of the nail, yank the offending portion out (and I mean yank), and cauterize the tissue. So that was that. She sent me home with no pain meds and some antibiotics. A few minutes into the 25 minute drive home, I started feeling the pain. I started driving faster. I started hitting the steering wheel. I turned up the music, (anything to distract me), I started telling Jake, Man this hurts buddy! He kept reminding me "Were almost home". Luckily I had saved the 800 mg Motrin from having Cole. So I immediately took one. It finally started taking the edge off almost two hours later!!
I limped around for a day and tried to think it was getting better. Friday night I was up half the night writhing in pain and soaking my foot hoping for some relief. I slept through soccer games yesterday morning (Jared had to take the kids). I finally got up and moving and told myself it looked better. Then I finally through in the towel after lunch and told Jared "I think I am going to the ER". He had suggested this several times already. I couldn't deal with the pain any longer. 800 mg motrin was doing nothing at this point! The ER Dr. took one look at my toe and said "I can see why 800 Mg. Motrin is doing nothing for you, you need something way stronger!" They renumbed the toe (more shots- oh goody, goody). Then proceeded to scrape vigorously away at all the infected skin to get it to open up and drain so it would stop festering and throbbing. It took four different shots to numb the toe, two directly in the infected area. At this point I wanted to curl up in the fetal position and cry for my mom, but somehow I hung in there. After two Dervaset (narcotics:)!), and rewrapping my toe, and four hours later....I returned home to my family. Jared had dinner on the table, and all 5 children were happy. (He's a better mom then me sometimes)--He has been awesome through this whole ordeal.
After being home for a little over an hour it hit me just how worn out I was. I was nursing Cole and the room started to feel as though it was floating around me, my arms became week (I think from tensing them so much in the ER in pain), and I could barely yell up to Jared to please come get the baby, because I had to go to bed right then. 7:00pm! 13 hours later with a few nursing breaks, I finally felt human enough to get up.
After giving birth and this whole ordeal, I am ready to be done with pain for awhile. At one point I think I even muttered the words "This is as bad as end stage labor", something I never thought I would have to say! So now if you see me coming and going you'll know why I have a blue wrapping around my Big Toe!! This was taken this morning and is actually a huge improvement from yesterday!

November 14, 2008

Hanna's Blog

Hanna has started her own blog. If you'd like to visit it scroll down to our family links and double click to it! I've also added some new photos to my photo blog.

November 05, 2008

For G'ma Karyl

I wanted to post some special pictures just for you. I love you. love, baby Cole. p.s. Thank you for helping to take care of Maylan


BABY COLE 2 1/2 weeks old

For G'ma & G'pa Jackson

These are for you !! We sure miss having you here!

November 02, 2008

Our Halloweeners

Carter the Clone Trooper, Joshy -Yoda, Hanna the 50's girl, and Jake the Skeleton pirate

I was sad not to be able to participate much in the Halloween festivities this year. Jared was a trooper taking the four kids to our ward trunk or treat and fall festival at the elementary school. I reluctantly stayed home but knew I wouldn't last ten minutes in the chaos. So by Halloween night, I was determined to walk the neighborhood and "do Halloween" with the kids. Three streets into it, I started dragging, feeling the aches and pains of my back and tummy muscles, and threw in the towel. I guess I'm not as young as I used to be.... recovering this time around has been a little slower!! I did get cute pictures and that is my favorite part. We were happy to reuse some of our boy costumes this year....a tradition that will just keep living on each year:]